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I'm not being bad.I just try to prevent the rumuos,prevent the words that will hurt my love one.Sometimes,i just dono wat to do.I tot i play a good role in maintain a relationship in a working enviroment while others thinks that is inpossible.but,i'm wrong.i'm just fail to do this.wanted to protect,but i lost my weapon.i use my body,but is too weak.People's mindset/rumous are stronger than me.i dont want to see she work in a place tat with pressure/ with rumuos.i tried.i know student have to focus at their study,i know they have their exam.i dint expect much from them,i wan they can take good care on their study,and i wan to take good care on my outlet too.But wat can i do when my outlet are run majority by parttimers?i can do anything!!

Exam week is coming,i need schedules from my part timers.but i wan them dont ruin their mood and exam just becasue of work also.Will they understand me?or am i understand them too?

I just so hate myself so much.
Hate.
Really HATE.

stuipd joe.

but i really just love her so much.