Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Pudding

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After Tutu's inciddent,to be honest,i got no heart for hamster.scare to cry again,but all change after me and baby saw Pudding.
He is chubby and super active.The feeling are diffrent from Tutu.We bought him back from Bugis.all the way from Bugis till Senkang.

i dont dare to say that i love him,but definetly i like him.We bought new bedding,some treats..i cant built his house for him,so,baby gotta do this on my behalf.

On my way home,baby text me sayin that he very active,this and that.how i wish i was ther to look at him.But,never mind,i will have my chance still.. (:

Pudding must grow up stronger and healthy.Dont break mummy heart again,think mummy will throw whole cage out the window..ok?


Tutu,we got a brother for you,bless him grow well and healthy.

Joe

Monday, July 27, 2009

TUTU

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很久没有写blog了。要blog的时候却不是好的事.

宝贝,
来不及分享所有的快乐,可爱的一面,你就这样离开了。你知道吗,我给你的爱没有给你妈的少,你的到来,让我还有你妈很快乐.我们计划了好多好多,要带你去ECP,要带你来我家,要时常带你走走,要你可以很自由,要给你买很多很多的玩具,可是,原本想要给你最好的,结果你却收不起,离开了.去到一个我不知道是那里的地方, 留下我和你妈,还有那些为你的计划.我哭了.我以为我可以忍得.原来感觉是忍不得的.我后悔了,后悔太快为你铺路,后悔自己的自私,后悔没有注意到你的不妥,后悔我的不警觉.是我的错,让你没能好好享受你的一生.

我的宝贝啊,如果你可以感觉到我,你一定要记得,daddy mummy really love you so much.

Joe.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Our 5th month !!

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Today is our 5th month!!was like how time flies... finish un-pack transfered stock from tiong untill 5am,and reach home by around time 520am ba..

Baby was waiting me while she is sleep.I'm so happy to and touch.Afther bath,dom.........sleep like nobody business..untill 11am then i wake up to call the person that suppose to give me wake up call.

Meet up at 1pm instead of 1230pm. (was so tired) but still moving to ECP.It like never fail for us to lost our destination.Finally we take "280" to ECP .
Rent 2 bikes 2 hours.Baby was so cute that she not really familiar with bicycle.But she still manage to banlace which supprise me.LOL

This happened a uncle actually come to me and trying borrow my bicycle & wanted deposit his "valuable item" with me.Of cause i reject.Whose know what will happen after my bicycle go with him.Following that he offer me that "fish" he have.Really that get shocked.The reason i give him is,sorry uncle i'm vegetarian.baby was LOL....


baby is sleepy.me too..continue thee story and upload the photo soon..

Joe

Baby,Happy 5th month!!!Thanks for everythings,i'm looking forwards next months.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Recently

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Recently,i'm so busy.Busy with work.but pay doesnt tally with my workload.Baby is still there with me,this make me feel touch.She is always there for me,like,never fail to be my side whenever i need her.She is my angel.my personal angel.

My life now is full with work,work and work.80% of mytime are given to work,5% give to mrt,5% to myself.i left only 10% for her,how bad am i,can you tell?


All my friends,i cant give them any time now,because i dont even have time for her.Future is in my hand,i hold,i control,i create my future.i want my future bright,and my girl are not need to suffer in the future.i wan be with her 12hour at least per day.That is my future i planned.i planned you in,baby.


Joe

Friday, July 3, 2009

my family

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This is my family..My dad,work at so many place all over malaysia,but not that success as others,but i love him.

This is my family..My mum,Housewife.Like shopping like others woman,but i got no so much for her to shop.but,i still love her.

This is my family..My brother.Working and crazy over the night.But he still my brother.

This is my family..My younger brother.He like his girlfriend like nobody business that make me so pissed off.But afther all,he still my brother.my lovely brother that look 95% like me.

My family.Make me mad and crazy.But i still love them no matter how piss off am i.Because they are my family.We're blood related.

This is for you.

Baby princess,

This is for you.Thanks for giving me so much cofident and love when i'm down,sad,and felt useless.Recently,i realise that i'm too busy with my work load,i felt sorry to you.B,i really wanted to have more time to acc you,i \'ve tried,and i'm trying still..cause of you,worth me to do this so much.

Love words sweets talk i cant speak well to you,can express my feeling well by my english,but i really hope that you can feel my heart.

Is so happy everytime when i'm out with you,Is so look forward what is the next jokes you'll bring to me afther this joke.Is so happines when u lying on my shoulder.Is so touch when i able to just hold you hand tightly.Is just all because of you.


Because of you,i've learned to bear all the things all the times.
Beacuse of you,i've learned to understand from ppl's view bfore i scold them.
Because of you,i've learned to be think more wisely,more mature,more details.
Because of you,i've learned how to love.


Baby,i changed.
Changed to give you more comfortable love that you deserve.

Joe