Life

20090830

That is this day,send baby home.as usual we sit down to reading the newspaper while waiting the bus.next to us is a auntie.then,naturaly will look around when reading newspaper,cause was outside.saw this uncle,ping ping piang piang and run very fast towards,baby get shock (got yin ying)and jump off from chair,and i also get shock.stunned few seconds, :"call ambulance." very quick baby call the ambulance.

the auntie next to us fainted,was the shock one.all the passeger that waiting d bus also shock,and as usual wat they do is kaypo,only certain ppl saying call ambulance.doing wat i can,give air to auntie,ask baby her to buy water.and wait ambulance.

Seriously this is d first time i facing this.i blaming myself cant react very quick.should train le.Bless the auntie stay in health.and she is bless to have a good husband.Really,can tell d uncle really love d auntie.

Baby Home sweet home. I home sour home.


Life short,do wat u want to do.enjoy wat u deserve.


Joe

24th Birthday

20090830

First of all,just to highlight.I cant sleep now,thats why i'm writing my blog now.

20Aug is my birthday.And that was a happiest birthday even.

18Aug,TPS xiao guas celebrate for me,touch.and shock.and they shock too.lol.is the funny one.wanted to go home asap,then when walk out to change,naturally turn right,saw PQ,hi to her,and stunned.Whole gang of them stunned too cause actually wanted to suprise me.
Photos taken lots.With RD's sun glass.And Frankie's Food.(tot they cook for uncle,lol)
Guys,Thanks for the gift card,Jy,Thanks for the music box,i love it..And the cakes as well..
*hugs*

19Aug,morning meet baby at SK for lunch.then library to "study".As,i study comics,and she study her account.Poor her.*hugs*

630pm meet Pui eh at TPY.tot she forgot my bday..lol Taitai show herself when we almost finish our meal.Thanks for the slippers.i trying very hard to get use,cause being 24 years,i never wear giap giap de..i reall like that,thanks!!! *huge hugs* Must meet up often!!!!!
And,Pui eh ar...i will keep buying toto,pray for me,ur 500dollars present is on you le!LOL..
chit chat utill ard 2 plus??think sooo....cab home.silly baby was waiting me at home..


20Aug,suppose meet baby,but baby come my house instead.lol
of cause i sleep like pig still..and we move to town when is evening time.To have dinner at Vivo(Earl swesens) And was nice one with baby.Thanks for the wallet,the cards,the stars,the cake,and the heart.i love all as long as it is from you..*kiss*




Thanks for all of my friends,my bestFriends,and My GirlFriend.



then,that is the another day...
then.Birthday end.Reality come back.Work again.lol


Joe

Laptop

24082009


Working hard to buy laptop for myself.Hate to use people's laptop.Like owe he 100000000000000000million dollar like that.pui!STUPID!!Download this cannot,download that cannot.i suppose not to share with him at first.Should draw myself out from the house loan and car load as well.I HATE!!!!
Housework then all i do,What the Fuck!!!!!(point middle fingure)


Joe

dono

20090818


sometimes i'm lost.
sometimes i'm back.

sometimes i'm serious to get things done.
sometimes i'm sick of that.

sometimes i wish i should just leave for a good.
sometimes i think i should bear with it.

sometimes.

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Heavy work load,seriously under-staff. To be honest,I'm tired.I dono how long i can still hold on.things doesnt go to the way i wanted to,pay doesnt tally with what i done.i dint blame others.i blame myself.to carry all this alone.After all,i'm just a chess for the company.Why so pian?to achieve my dream?in this company,your dream are not going to be come true.So,i'm leaving,my heart is not in the outlet le.i'm very tired.Really.

Acting like nothing happen is the things i need to do.I have to cover myself.like nothing happen.Just like Fie.Resign in silent.i want to be that way also.But izzi now the correct time for me?i dont know.

People stress to get what they want.i stress to get nothing for myself,but company when they dint pay me any,still ask from me.

Haha!What a jokes!!!! $1.2 for a Asst.Mgr? WTF lo,i just bear with this for a while.I'm not coming from Msia as a charity person that work free labour.TPS,---piang!!



Joe

sales

20090815

Today was the busy one.i stuck myself in bar.For so long dint see pudding,miss him so much.same as my baby.miss the hugs!!!



birthday is coming,planned to get leave as usual on my bday,butstupid company,understaff,i cant get my leave on wednesday!!!!!!so,i take morning shift.hopefully nothing will happen on that day,so i can meet hui Yin for dinner or whatever,for so long we dint meet each other,think almost 1 year le..wow,times really fly..


Finally,schedule was planned out,but still like shit,haiz,understaff. =.=

think baby fall sleep le,cause she said will callme back,but i'm falling sleep soon too!!!her brain stuck with all numbering and formats.poor her.


That goes my days,always the same.haiz.i miss baby.


Hey,pui eh,please arrange ur time on wednesday!!!


Joe

no tittle

13082009


My bro,kena robbed at genting,haiz,dumb dumb brother,and angry because his gf is too much!!recently was thinking,am i working in F&B or those Office work that need to handle all the paper work.

The Paperwork like forever wont finish de lo,si bei pekche.

I WANT CHANGE JOB!!!!


Met Raq in msn,she is pissed off by andrew and nicky.Andrew are forever a childish boy that no balls.Bully girl??Wat the F-. doing the same things to Raq by complaine to nicky She doesnt commite well in her job.just like when that time me and her are together.Childish.

Well.baby was sleep so soundly beside me.ya,beside me thru phone.we're on the line when she is sleep,and i'm playing facebook,think she will kill me when she find out i actually playing FB instead of doing my paperwork. =P

is time starting to look for new job le.and time to meet pui eh and tai tai le...we was like thousand year dint see each others liao lo..thinks pui eh will be super pui...


ok,thats all.


Night~


Joe.


P/S : UP was nice,Russel was cute.SOOOooooOOoo cute.Baby like him. ) :

miss

20090803

I miss MOMO
I miss Tutu
I miss Pudding

Recently,doesnt maintain my temper very well,feel so sad that hurting someone innocent.I dont why.i feel bad.i feel i'm just like a bastard.

I miss the Original Joe.


Joe

no title.

20090802


I'm not being bad.I just try to prevent the rumuos,prevent the words that will hurt my love one.Sometimes,i just dono wat to do.I tot i play a good role in maintain a relationship in a working enviroment while others thinks that is inpossible.but,i'm wrong.i'm just fail to do this.wanted to protect,but i lost my weapon.i use my body,but is too weak.People's mindset/rumous are stronger than me.i dont want to see she work in a place tat with pressure/ with rumuos.i tried.i know student have to focus at their study,i know they have their exam.i dint expect much from them,i wan they can take good care on their study,and i wan to take good care on my outlet too.But wat can i do when my outlet are run majority by parttimers?i can do anything!!

Exam week is coming,i need schedules from my part timers.but i wan them dont ruin their mood and exam just becasue of work also.Will they understand me?or am i understand them too?

I just so hate myself so much.
Hate.
Really HATE.

stuipd joe.

but i really just love her so much.

tired

20090801


Yes,o'm tired,tired with work.tired with work load.I cant have enough time to sleep,due to work.I cant have enough time for my girlfriend,due to work.I cant have enough time for my friends,due to work.

All about work.Sianz.

Today is momo's event.i'm really tired.Slept on chair.Why tired,due to over work,and do nothing at the event.work is suck.Staffs playing their best part.i' great.but i really hate PDA which create lots problems.

momo is down by flu.I love her.i'm so heartpain.Hope tomolo she can get welll.dont wish to see her in suffer .

Tomolo is my day off,planned to find grandma,but cancelled due to work. :(

work work work.i'm not workalcholic.But i have to that pretend i'm.Haiz.



Joe